so, how am i going to start this.

First, nothing has been so great happened after several months..and nothing really happened at all. Second, i don't want to talk about it.THIRD,i can't help but think about it.

My new boyfriend haven't helped me after all we've been on for 2months and i wanna quit. i just don't think that it is a good idea to find a new one because i'm sure that he's still the one i love all along.

My God forgive me.

i don't want to hurt anybody's feelings but i just can't pretend anymore. Aside from that fact that i am still waiting and hoping for us to be together again, i still love him that much..stupidity.Damn..

i haven't seen him for quite a long time and instead of easing the pain, time gave me more troubles about pains and heartaches.I think im gonna die nxt week f this would still continue. ugh!

Recovering is still the hardest thing i am going through right now. two weeks more to go and a year already passed from then. unfortunately, i showed no progress.it's hard to think that i can't do it. i just can't do it..

i'm sori

it's been a quite sometime already since the last time we saw each other.And I think that waiting for someone u really love is a hard thing to do since time won't always tell what lies ahead.First i'm sori for the promised unkept.Second,things have really changed and I accept the fact that I can't hold on anymore .Third,I'll still be keeping the first promise to that someone.I can't really explain about everything I am being through right now.I'ts just I'm sori .

i guess so......

I decided to love him no matter what.Even though he doesn't know I'm still here,I'll keep on hanging on.i don't know until when I can be like this.All I know is,I don't want him back.This decision i've made is not that easy...but still,I'll try my best not to let go.Every inch of me is his,every little piece I am composed of is also a part of him.I am his forever and I'll never gonna give up.I'm a little bit funny now.I'm confused.

"Now"

This is the start of everything now...i hAVE TO LEAVE IT all behind me.He is gone.They are gone