so, how am i going to start this.

First, nothing has been so great happened after several months..and nothing really happened at all. Second, i don't want to talk about it.THIRD,i can't help but think about it.

My new boyfriend haven't helped me after all we've been on for 2months and i wanna quit. i just don't think that it is a good idea to find a new one because i'm sure that he's still the one i love all along.

My God forgive me.

i don't want to hurt anybody's feelings but i just can't pretend anymore. Aside from that fact that i am still waiting and hoping for us to be together again, i still love him that much..stupidity.Damn..

i haven't seen him for quite a long time and instead of easing the pain, time gave me more troubles about pains and heartaches.I think im gonna die nxt week f this would still continue. ugh!

Recovering is still the hardest thing i am going through right now. two weeks more to go and a year already passed from then. unfortunately, i showed no progress.it's hard to think that i can't do it. i just can't do it..